My need 2 perfect n carry everything MYSELF. I think 2 myself I got myself in2 this mess i have 2 clean it up b4 I'm fit 2 b loved, 2 have sex, 2 have whatever my heart truly desires. I'm stepping out on faith n saying I am ready now. My arms are open, my heart, shit my legs. ... they are all open waiting, listening, juicy with anticipation n desire! ! I am throwing away all these archaic pious notions That have me locked in2 this self denial. ..im adopting 1 of my mother's favorite songs I'M COMING OUT! I WANT THE WORLD 2 KNOW! Got 2 let it SHOW! ! I'M COMING! !