This weekend has be an huge awakening moment, thus far. Everything is in divine timing to piece on the new transitions to a wealth orgasmic living.
When I had to admit to myself of being liked by others, It made feel like a lame ass woman And also about what others think of me. I mean it just appears to be a weaken state of mind. But the avoidance which is my truth, I couldn't live in this body feeling numb to the world. I couldn't live in my head without feeling intimacy within the world around me.
This breakthrough was filled with libations of tears. I haven't cried this much in a while and just being with my feelings.
Latter part of the night, I lit a candle, dance to the music naked and I kept chanting the words I love myself...l love myself...I love myself in my womb space. A floodgate of tears smeared down my face. Each time I would repeat the words...more tears kept falling. I just stayed in my womb space and just allowed the Goddess to love on me. My world is an open observation that keeps me awaken to learn my authentic self exploration. I feel a lot light and more fluidity within my body. I wonder what other lesson is bestowed my way...anxiously to see.