Post by goddesscolddiva on Aug 25, 2014 17:33:42 GMT -8
For very long I have felt and known of an under current within and around me. I've participated in allowing the ego to run the show but the truth still remains that there is a powerful force that I high access to. It can cause destruction as much as transition to miracles. It's always been akin to a wayward wand that I don't quite know how to weld. It's never frightened me, but it's often time angered me that I couldn't use it towards things I highly desire, such as money, men, vibrant balanced health.
But of course if there were a situation were I was backed up against a wall or a time when someone stated I couldn't do or was capable of what I feel is ordinary, I come out like a bull pull out this energy and literally mystify what I am made of, and walk away with them dumbfounded, I've done it countless times, but I am older now and no longer wish to use so much energy (yang) to make the impossible happen. I want to bow gracefully in the flow of feminine energy and immerse myself in a level of power that is equal to yang but much more harmonious of my divine body and soul. Feelin me yet...
This earthplane that I grace I don't want it to feel like a spiritual punishment, I want to play, create, evolve, keep a happy sweet alluring spell in my heart, I want it to be inescapable that when you meet me you meet love, you meet power, you meet grace, you meet light, you meet Goddess. I take responsibility for the stones/bricks and walls I've built, but if I say all this I must also be responsible for the opposite spectrum of turning this stones to my stepping stones and being grateful for each step it's given me towards my higher purpose.
Ashe....
But of course if there were a situation were I was backed up against a wall or a time when someone stated I couldn't do or was capable of what I feel is ordinary, I come out like a bull pull out this energy and literally mystify what I am made of, and walk away with them dumbfounded, I've done it countless times, but I am older now and no longer wish to use so much energy (yang) to make the impossible happen. I want to bow gracefully in the flow of feminine energy and immerse myself in a level of power that is equal to yang but much more harmonious of my divine body and soul. Feelin me yet...
This earthplane that I grace I don't want it to feel like a spiritual punishment, I want to play, create, evolve, keep a happy sweet alluring spell in my heart, I want it to be inescapable that when you meet me you meet love, you meet power, you meet grace, you meet light, you meet Goddess. I take responsibility for the stones/bricks and walls I've built, but if I say all this I must also be responsible for the opposite spectrum of turning this stones to my stepping stones and being grateful for each step it's given me towards my higher purpose.
Ashe....