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[Diva Mentor Jane]

Some good work going on here Diva's! Diva Nia, sometimes it takes something big to shake us up and out.....and it's a blessing even though it's scary as hell!

There is a lot of this going on right now as we all try and sort through what is working and not working for each of us, and find our right work and right place.

blessings,
Diva Jane

[nia]

hey divas~

shukran as always.

im on the super deelo right now at work. so forgive my .... i don't know what. but im sneakin thru as i write this now.

i just wanted to share something profound that happened the other night.

i was (i feel like a criminal this is so funny...that i have to be sneaky to share with ya'll)

ok..i was - i've been really going through it with the distance thing as you know. i've been speaking to the creator and asking for guidance and help. H.E.L.P have been the words and letters i've been repeating over and over this past week. it's been a lot of tears and heavy crying in the morning especially...

so to get to it. one night after a spell of tears..and talking myself down and through the moment under my covers, i said goodnite to him and shared how i miss certain things

i've been waking up in the middle of the night too for days now. and on this particular night, i woke at aroudn 2 or 3 (eyes closed still) to a warmth and loving presence in my bed with me. and it felt like him. and i warmed up to this presence and felt this presence push its face against mine and we linked with one another for what felt like a while. it felt sooooooo real ya'll i can't tell you. and the next thing i know ...i hear a voice and it says

' how is this? does this feel better? do you feel comforted now?'

and i responded 'YES! thank you.'

he felt soo good to me i can't tell you. our hands were linked.

and when i woke later that morning..the presence was gone. i felt a little better. and then i realized that i was visited by what came to me in the form of my partner but had to have been something else...

whatever it was it felt really good, it came with calming energy and it left when i didn't know it.

i just wanted to share it with you. as i haven't spoke of this to anyone i know. these things people tend to be judgemental about.

after this visit, i've started writing notes (affirmations) to myself on the palm hand with my favorite pen. my latest note is

"i will be light"







"have you ever felt yourself going crazy and you tried to stop it? you shouldn't have done that. because it might have been there to save you." - john trudell

prayers to the circle of women who dare to get crazy!

and are visited ....

[Diva Mentor Jane]

Awww! So sweet to feel his loving presence in the middle of the night...

another one of my teachers Joseph Rael (Beautiful Painted Arrow) says to really pay attention to things that happen at that time of the night! Sounds like you were tho ;D

DJ

[nejahlovediva]

Your tears are dissolving old wounds
so the life force of Oshun can penertrate the darkeness
to reveal the void behind the light
where their iz no pain, no struggle no fight
So keep on dreaming with your dream lover man
Let hiz purpose and plan inspire u even more
to let loose, let loose so u can be fully adored!

Peace & Infinite Blessings

[Diva Mentor Deb]

Ah, so sweet, so powerful, so reassuring. Spirit moves in mysterious ways; blessings be

Comfort and relief to you, Diva Nia.

Diva Deb

[divaliaya]

Nia,

I feel you had a visitation from Michael Jackson! I've sent a private message with more explaination. Many have had the same experience you're describing, warmth, holding hands, gentleness. If you do a google search you'll see what I mean. Its a beautiful sacred thing,nothing to be afraid of or concerned about. He wanted to assure you there was no '"hanky-panky" going on Just felt your sadness and wanted to comfort you. There's more in the email. Peace, Liaya

[Diva Mentor Deb]

Oh, man--how cool is that?!