Post by nejahlovediva on Jan 22, 2010 11:58:53 GMT -8
Hi Divas
Yesterday my circuits blew in my house, but the office waz the only room that stayed down. Since my computer waz connected to the electricity in thiz room I went all day without a computer until today when Ibraheem ran a cord to the other room. But last night az I sat in my office totally dark and devoid of any electrical currents I felt at peace. The rain waz pelleting the window with such force I thought they might give way. But it waz soothing to hear and be with Mama earth, her movements her watery fire and her powerful votex of love. I looked out in the distance and saw what I knew waz my neighbors orange tree, but in the darkness it looked like the outline of a buffalo. Looking more deeply I saw it hands cupped outwards az if it were humbly making an offer to great Spirit. What a gift thiz waz!!! Thiz waz further conformation to me that I am to go to Africa again ( the first being in 2005) for the the Sun/Moon dance in August. Something iz pulling me again who knows what but that's the great mystery.
Later I went back to watching TV in the living room where I've been sleeping for over a month now. Suddenly I waz in a melancholy mood thinking about not having a soulmate relationship connection. While watching tv my mind drifted to any earilier conversation I had with Maribel. I waz talking about my Dad and she said, I can tell you loved each other very much. At that moment on the couch it hit me, MY DAD WAZ MY SOULMATE. A rush of love came gushing out of my heart az I recalled how he guided, protected, inspired, nourished and cared for me up until the day he died. He accepted me and I accepted him just az he waz. Yes, their were bumps along the way, but never did I seriously doubt hiz love for me. Hiz actions spoke volumes even though hiz verbal skills weren't the best. A release happened inside of me because I knew if I could allow myelf to love and be loved like thiz, I could do it whole heartedly again and again without limit in a intimate relationship. I AM LOVE and LOVEABLE their iz no doubt. My soul iz beaming with such appreciation for all the love in my life right now from the most mundane to the most Spiritual. Its ALL LOVE and I give THANKS! Take care and ALWAYS REMEMBER LOVE iz who U B!
Peace & Infinite Loving
Yesterday my circuits blew in my house, but the office waz the only room that stayed down. Since my computer waz connected to the electricity in thiz room I went all day without a computer until today when Ibraheem ran a cord to the other room. But last night az I sat in my office totally dark and devoid of any electrical currents I felt at peace. The rain waz pelleting the window with such force I thought they might give way. But it waz soothing to hear and be with Mama earth, her movements her watery fire and her powerful votex of love. I looked out in the distance and saw what I knew waz my neighbors orange tree, but in the darkness it looked like the outline of a buffalo. Looking more deeply I saw it hands cupped outwards az if it were humbly making an offer to great Spirit. What a gift thiz waz!!! Thiz waz further conformation to me that I am to go to Africa again ( the first being in 2005) for the the Sun/Moon dance in August. Something iz pulling me again who knows what but that's the great mystery.
Later I went back to watching TV in the living room where I've been sleeping for over a month now. Suddenly I waz in a melancholy mood thinking about not having a soulmate relationship connection. While watching tv my mind drifted to any earilier conversation I had with Maribel. I waz talking about my Dad and she said, I can tell you loved each other very much. At that moment on the couch it hit me, MY DAD WAZ MY SOULMATE. A rush of love came gushing out of my heart az I recalled how he guided, protected, inspired, nourished and cared for me up until the day he died. He accepted me and I accepted him just az he waz. Yes, their were bumps along the way, but never did I seriously doubt hiz love for me. Hiz actions spoke volumes even though hiz verbal skills weren't the best. A release happened inside of me because I knew if I could allow myelf to love and be loved like thiz, I could do it whole heartedly again and again without limit in a intimate relationship. I AM LOVE and LOVEABLE their iz no doubt. My soul iz beaming with such appreciation for all the love in my life right now from the most mundane to the most Spiritual. Its ALL LOVE and I give THANKS! Take care and ALWAYS REMEMBER LOVE iz who U B!
Peace & Infinite Loving